You have to love Facebook – walk away for a moment and upon returning find an awesome meme only for Facebook to jump me to the most recent posts – meme lost forever.  I found a few other graphics but nothing like the one on Facebook.  After scrolling, and scrolling, and scrolling some more I decided I could throw something together in Photoshop on the fly.  So there it is.

Sometimes God doesn’t change your situation because He wants to change your heart.

Changing my situation

Oh boy.  Even today, several hours ago, I stopped for a moment to think about how I haven’t taken as much time away from everything to meditate or pray and spend time alone with God.  It could explain my recent turmoil – while mostly at peace I’m often distracted.  It isn’t healthy.

Changing my heart

I think I’ve summarized the problem I face.  I feel changes in my heart, a great deal of change, but I cannot stop growing or my situation will never change because I won’t have the right heart.  Who said it would be easy…
I’ve printed several photos very recently – yesterday and about five minutes ago lol.  
I figure it helps to remind me what I have to gain with continued progress toward the heart I know God wants for me.  That’s a wrap.
oh – my son is one handsome fella…  

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Last thoughts

I thought hey let’s find a Youtube video for my readers – yeah Youtube is like, “May we suggest…” and the suggested video was “Running back to you – For The Foxes.” Really?  The next thing I know I land on some advert in Google images and wind up on this website – http://unveiledwife.com/dont-give-up-on-your-marriage/ – I’m not even married anymore and it’s written for women anyhow.  Despite my claim to irrelevancy it does stand to make a statement, at least in my head.  We know there are problems with my head so I might be making a big deal out of pure coincidence – but then what isn’t?
I guess I had more last thoughts than I do reference to the point of writing this post in the first place.  It’s 8pm already …  I don’t know.  I’ve had an interesting day and now I’ve written a post, always a good thing, and I think video games and bed are in order.  I have no idea why this word is in my head – solvency – and why I’m reflecting on 11 months being a single dude just trying to make my heart grow (hurry and get it right – stupid heart).  I know I have to words but Lord knows that’s far from sufficient.  So, keeping to task.  I want to keep writing, as if I were writing someone, some person.  I’ll just hit repeat on this track and – scratch that – video games.  I will also find reasons to frequent the kitchen where I will check out my photos, like the one above of Judah.
Photography by Barbara Ann’s Photography in Stanford, Kentucky.
Photoshop / meme by Jarod Emerson Thornton 

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