{"id":2566,"date":"2014-07-19T20:13:34","date_gmt":"2014-07-20T00:13:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/?p=2566"},"modified":"2014-07-19T20:13:34","modified_gmt":"2014-07-20T00:13:34","slug":"sometimes-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/2014\/07\/19\/sometimes-god\/","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes God&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You have to love Facebook &#8211; walk away for a moment and upon returning find an awesome meme only for Facebook to jump me to the most recent posts &#8211; meme lost forever. \u00a0I found a few other graphics but nothing like the one on Facebook. \u00a0After scrolling, and scrolling, and scrolling some more I decided I could throw something together in Photoshop on the fly. \u00a0So there it is.<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-2567\" src=\"http:\/\/67.227.188.27\/~emajenwe\/blogs.dir\/26\/files\/\/2014\/07\/sometimes-god.jpg\" alt=\"sometimes-god\" width=\"556\" height=\"387\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/9\/2014\/07\/sometimes-god.jpg 722w, https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/9\/2014\/07\/sometimes-god-300x209.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 556px) 100vw, 556px\" \/><\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Sometimes God doesn&#8217;t change your situation because He wants to change your heart.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<h2>Changing my situation<\/h2>\n<p>Oh boy. \u00a0Even today, several hours ago, I stopped for a moment to think about how I haven&#8217;t taken as much time away from everything to meditate or pray and spend time alone with God. \u00a0It could explain my recent turmoil &#8211; while mostly at peace I&#8217;m often distracted. \u00a0It isn&#8217;t healthy.<\/p>\n<h2>Changing my heart<\/h2>\n<p>I think I&#8217;ve summarized the problem I face. \u00a0I feel\u00a0changes in my heart, a great deal of change, but I cannot stop growing or my\u00a0situation will never change because I won&#8217;t have the right heart. \u00a0Who said it would be easy&#8230;<br \/>\n<strong>I&#8217;ve printed several photos very recently &#8211; yesterday and about five minutes ago lol. \u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nI figure it helps to remind me what I have to gain with continued progress toward the heart I know God wants for me. \u00a0That&#8217;s a wrap.<br \/>\n<strong>oh &#8211; my son is one handsome fella&#8230; \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h3>Last thoughts<\/h3>\n<p>I thought hey let&#8217;s find a Youtube video for my readers &#8211; yeah Youtube is like, &#8220;May we suggest&#8230;&#8221; and the suggested video was &#8220;<em>Running back to you &#8211;\u00a0For The Foxes.&#8221; <\/em>Really? \u00a0The next thing I know I land on some advert in Google images and wind up on this website &#8211;<a href=\"http:\/\/unveiledwife.com\/dont-give-up-on-your-marriage\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u00a0http:\/\/unveiledwife.com\/dont-give-up-on-your-marriage\/<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; I&#8217;m not even married anymore and it&#8217;s written for women anyhow. \u00a0Despite my claim to irrelevancy it does stand to make a statement, at least in my head. \u00a0We know there are problems with my head so I might be making a big deal out of pure coincidence &#8211; but then what isn&#8217;t?<br \/>\nI guess I had more last thoughts than I do reference to the point of writing this post in the first place. \u00a0It&#8217;s 8pm already &#8230; \u00a0I don&#8217;t know. \u00a0I&#8217;ve had an interesting day and now I&#8217;ve written a post, always a good thing, and I think video games and bed are in order. \u00a0I have no idea why this word is in my head\u00a0&#8211;\u00a0solvency &#8211; and why I&#8217;m reflecting on 11 months being a single dude just trying to make my heart grow (hurry and get it right &#8211; stupid heart). \u00a0I know I have to words but Lord knows that&#8217;s far from sufficient. \u00a0So, keeping to task. \u00a0I want to keep writing, as if I were writing someone, some person. \u00a0I&#8217;ll just hit repeat on this track and &#8211; scratch that &#8211; video games. \u00a0I will also find reasons to frequent the kitchen where I will check out my photos, like the one above of Judah.<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/barbaraannsphoto.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><em>Photography by Barbara Ann&#8217;s Photography in Stanford, Kentucky.<\/em><\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/jarodemerson.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><em>Photoshop \/ meme by Jarod Emerson Thornton\u00a0<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You have to love Facebook &#8211; walk away for a moment and upon returning find an awesome meme only for Facebook to jump me to the most recent posts &#8211; meme lost forever. \u00a0I found a few other graphics but nothing like the one on Facebook. \u00a0After scrolling, and scrolling, and scrolling some more I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2567,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"video","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2566","post","type-post","status-publish","format-video","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-random","post_format-post-format-video"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2566","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2566"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2566\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2567"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2566"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2566"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarodthornton.com\/bemis3lf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2566"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}