11 years ago

Missing My Main Man

I don’t understand why my baby Judah would be apprehensive when explaining the only side of our situation he knows or has any understanding of.
I feel like complete discretion which is inevitable on one side isn’t good because he is clearly feeling like he can’t talk to me about it.
Now I’m all about full disclosure, just ask anyone.
Everything including subpoena, recorded statements from both sides, photos, facebook messages, substantiations are all scanned in and online (secured behind passwords for now) because one day I want him to see this crap.

I’ll give him the keys one day – judahemerson.com

Not anytime soon of course – I’m talking late adolescence at least.  He’ll be coming into his own manhood.
How does my son fare with this psychological BS? Grr.
I can’t really say anything except what I’ve always subscribed to: he has an amazing family.  I love his mother.  She’s the best mom he could ever have.
I’m actually surprised a little that he felt what I would describe as even scared to talk about it.  I don’t harbor a negative attitude and I certainly dismiss any that arises.  I can’t say that on the other side.

Rant Dismissed

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